“I didn’t tell anyone for I think seven years. I didn’t know how to think about it, I didn’t know how to accept it. I didn’t know how to not blame myself or think it was my fault. It’s something that really changed my life. It changed who I was completely. It changed my body, it changed my thoughts.”
Lady Gaga said in a Times Talk Panel Discussion
She recorded the emotional song “Til It Happens to You” for The Hunting Ground, a documentary on campus rape and elaborated about her own traumatic experience herself that served as a reason on why she made the song.
When Gaga was asked, How did it changed your body?
“When you go through a trauma like that, it doesn’t just have the immediate physical ramifications on you. For many people it has almost like trauma, where you re-experience it through the years after it, it can trigger patterns in your body of physical distress.” – Lady Gaga
From last year, Gaga revealed that she was raped at the age of 19 on The Howard Stern Show while talking about the song “Swine” off her 2013 Artpop album. She didn’t name her rapist but said that he was 20 years older.
You can listen to the full audio here.